Hello Old Friend

Right. So I’ve been thinking of writing a blog for a while. I realise I’ve long since abandoned you. After the failure of BEDIM I thought it fitting to hide away in shame for a while…

Well a lot has happened since then. I’m not going to bore you with details but basically,

• School has ended
• My boyfriend and I broke up
• Summer has begun in all it’s boring glory

Well maybe that’s a tad harsh… not TOO boring, I just haven’t done anything much.

I’ve been to the zoo, the natural history museum, the art gallery, Dublin numerous times, the cinema, Westlife concert, and basically just wandering around Bray. Not too bad.

The thing I have to fix though, is my sleeping. Oh my god this is fucking ridiculous. I stay up until anywhere between 5-8am and wake up around 2-3. It’s really draining and I’m losing so much of my day. Yet I KEEP doing it. I don’t know why.

In one way, it’s a punishment, in another it’s because it identifies me, in another it’s simply because I can.

No matter what the reason though, it has to stop. Easier said than done however, since I’ve no willpower or motivation to do so.

Darn.

I don’t know why, but I always seem to feel at home in the library. It’s like a home away from home even though I’ve neglected coming here in many months. Too many. I love the quiet, the people and the books. Oh god I love the books. There’s so many to read but never enough time. And also I need to be in the MOOD to read, once every few months I’ll go on a book-splurge and devour anything I can get my hands on as fast as humanly possible. Right now I’m going through a dry-spell but I’m hoping to re-kindle my love affair with books as soon as I can.

I miss it.

I didn’t really have much to say there, it was a pretty useless post to be honest, but I feel a little better having written it nonetheless.

Hopefully I can regularly post during the rest of summer. God knows I’ve nothing better to do with my time.

Ciao. xxx