Summer To Do List

We're like half-way through Summer and the amount of things I have crossed off on my list is minimal. So I thought I'd post it here to encourage me to actually finish the damn thing! I'll be really disappointed if I don't...

The things I've done are in green bold and italics... 6 out of 41 ain't bad, right? :/
So here we go, my Summer To Do List 2010:

1. Dalkey Island
2. The Zoo
3. Dublin History Walk
4. St. Michan's Church
5. Republic Of Loose
6. Toy Story 3
7. Kilmainham Gaol
8. Museums & Galleries
9. Picnic
10. Powerscourt
11. Swimming (NAC?)
12. Lord of the Rings marathon
13. Harry Potter marathon
14. Eclipse
15. Sealife
16. BBQ
17. Sleepover
18. Sinéad Makeover
19. Session
20. Watch all Studio Ghilbi movies
21. Re-read Harry Potter
22. Read all Jane Austen Books
23. Finish my Summer Reading List
24. Write up my French and Irish notes nicely for next year
25. Get Headshots & Acting CV sorted
26. Airfield
27. Fishing
28. Camping
29. Dye my hair
30. Redecorate my room
31. Make a video
32. Land-Based Quidditch
33. Photography Walk
34. Friendship Bracelets
35. Send letters to friends
36. Dinner Party
37. Scavenger Hunt
38. Board Game Night
39. Plant something
40. Time Capsule
41. Get rid of clothes I don't wear/like
42. Epic game of Twister
43. Bake a cake from scratch
44. Go on "Gravity" in Courtown
45. TY2 Outcasts Meet-up
    

Yeah, I need to get a move on. Badly. I'm also looking for 8 more ideas to make it 50. But I dunno what else to do. Hmm...

Here comes the sun do do do do...

It's a BEAUTIFUL day. I would take a picture but I can't find the wire for my phone.
Goddamn wires. I hate them.

Well I'm going to sleepover in Aisling's house tonight. YAY. xD I have to pack some stuffs. Not much though. But I may be going out tomorrow so I'll need a change... Ah thinking out loud, what would I do without you?

Ah. C'est la vie.

Summer's not so bad I guess. I mean, it could always be worse.

Going to Burn hopefully on the 30th... we'll see how that turns out. :/

This is only a quick post seeing as I've got to do a lawt of stuff before I bail Aisling out of her date.
Awwwwwwwwwwww. Date.

Hehe, it's got me so happy and it's not even me who's on that date. I hope it goes well for her.

Well, until next time m'dears. This has been another pointless post, courtesy of yours truly. xx

Hello Old Friend

Right. So I’ve been thinking of writing a blog for a while. I realise I’ve long since abandoned you. After the failure of BEDIM I thought it fitting to hide away in shame for a while…

Well a lot has happened since then. I’m not going to bore you with details but basically,

• School has ended
• My boyfriend and I broke up
• Summer has begun in all it’s boring glory

Well maybe that’s a tad harsh… not TOO boring, I just haven’t done anything much.

I’ve been to the zoo, the natural history museum, the art gallery, Dublin numerous times, the cinema, Westlife concert, and basically just wandering around Bray. Not too bad.

The thing I have to fix though, is my sleeping. Oh my god this is fucking ridiculous. I stay up until anywhere between 5-8am and wake up around 2-3. It’s really draining and I’m losing so much of my day. Yet I KEEP doing it. I don’t know why.

In one way, it’s a punishment, in another it’s because it identifies me, in another it’s simply because I can.

No matter what the reason though, it has to stop. Easier said than done however, since I’ve no willpower or motivation to do so.

Darn.

I don’t know why, but I always seem to feel at home in the library. It’s like a home away from home even though I’ve neglected coming here in many months. Too many. I love the quiet, the people and the books. Oh god I love the books. There’s so many to read but never enough time. And also I need to be in the MOOD to read, once every few months I’ll go on a book-splurge and devour anything I can get my hands on as fast as humanly possible. Right now I’m going through a dry-spell but I’m hoping to re-kindle my love affair with books as soon as I can.

I miss it.

I didn’t really have much to say there, it was a pretty useless post to be honest, but I feel a little better having written it nonetheless.

Hopefully I can regularly post during the rest of summer. God knows I’ve nothing better to do with my time.

Ciao. xxx

The despair of necessary acceptance...

I've failed BEDIM. Only about 3 days... At least I know where I went wrong (sorta) and I'll TRY no... I WILL succeed in BEDA, just you wait and see... hmph.

ZOMGZOMGZOMG

Just in the nick of time, it's 10 to 12. Ahhhhh. I was so close to failing.

Okay, I STILL haven't found the camera cable. So I can't upload a picture. Ooops.
I think I might clean tomorrow though, so I'll probably find it then.

Well today was pretty awful, haven't had a day as bad as this in a while. *DEEP SIGH*
I'm so fed up.

x

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I forgot.

And by forgot, I don't mean literally forgot. I was thinking about what to write all day, I even took a picture earlier! Just, when it came to writing it, I completely forgot. I'm sorry.
Two days in and I fail. Story of my life.

ANYWAY. I can't post the picture just yet because I can't find the cable and 2:15am is too late to go looking for it. I've so much on my mind lately I've become super scatterbrained.

For now though, I hope this tides you over... you'll need your Kleenex for this one. =(


Sorry in advance! But I did tell you to get the Kleenex out!

I'll post the picture when I do tomorrow's blog. Or maybe even sooner! I need to find the cable first in either case...

Okay I really have to go now. It's 2:20am and I have school tomorrow. Fuck. School.


*zoooooom* Much love. xxxxxx

EDIT: Also, I can semi-save my pride by stating that it's STILL May 3rd somewhere in the world... but that doesn't really count does it? Bother.

Brownie or Sliders?

The ultimate decision. You decide.



Okay, well it wasn't all that dramatic, but today I was in Eddie Rockets and all I had was a crisp 5 euro note (being the broke teenager I am). So my choices were rather limited. I could either have gotten what sounded like a delicious brownie or a tasty sliders & chips (which turned out to be mini burgers).
You know that moment of heated indecision? Even when you weigh up the pros and cons of either one, you STILL can't make up your mind? That's what I was experiencing.
My trauma reached new heights when the waitress approached our table. Beads of sweat dripped from my brow as I scanned the menu, wishing something would pop up and tell me what the have. She looked me in the eye, with a questioning expression on her face. The moment was now. I had to choose. "Sli-BROWNIE. With ice cream!", I didn't mean to say it so fast (or loud) but I think I startled the poor girl. So she skipped off with our orders as we lay in wait, probably overjoyed to be out of my psychotic presence. As you can see, I'm pretty bad under pressure but it at least forced me to come to a decision.
My companion opted for the sliders and when the food came, I immediately regretted my decision. Oh well. At least now I won't make the same mistake again... maybe.

On my travels today, I didn't see anything worth photographing so I just took a random, meaningless one. Just so I wasn't missing it.

Boring. I know.

And I see that I have just made this in the nick of time. Until tomorrow loves! xx